Beneath The Depths

Blows..Away.. All...The ...Dust.

2008-11-30T16:26:00.003+08:00

It has been a very long since i last blog. My friends knows that its been collecting dust and some even asked me to do spring cleaning of this place LOL. Have at least 10cm thick le lol.... I seriously dun think they will know that i have blogged this post as its been stagnant for far too long. I'm betting for sure that all of them have given up and stop reading this blog already hahaa. But its ok besides I think after this "Spring Cleaning" perhaps the dust may collect once again. This is a miracle only because I'm now so extremely bored!!!! I just need to do something even blogging is better then rotting.

This December is going to be a rather eventful month. Andre finally flew down and I got to meet my far away bestie. Gotta catch up more often before he flys back. So far we had Singapore laska and dessert plus chat our time away till the library close. Went to the basement to chat sumore and we even got kicked out of Northpoint shopping mall by the securiety guard! WTH!!! I am hoping to bring him eat Doughnut Factory one of this days and he wans to walk Vivo( eat at Kim Gary) and go see Singapore Flyer. Was planning to go Sentosa long time ago but it seems to be the same the last he visited Spore we decided to skip it.

Also chatted wit Gab about cosplay events. My sis and I thus had the crazyest idea to try out cosplay =P Gotta get our costume first plus decide on a twin charactor. Lucky now we have sip at least have abit more cash at hand. Definately after SIP ends, I need to work. Want more $$$. But i seriously dun wan to work right after SIP. Dat would be so no life. I want to work at my SIP place it has a really nice environment only problem is that they wan me to start immediately *Sighs*... I would have to think about this carefully first. Right now I'm planning to visit Penang to see my lovely and beautiful cousin after SIP before actual working commence. Mainly its to catch up on each other and have many gal's nightout. Night swimming etc etc plus all girls Shopping!!!

Also i've started to accompany darling to go runing cause darling is going to have NAPFA soon. I've finished mine a while back and gotten a Silver. Though i did tot that i could get Gold. Stupid shuttle run I got D!!! I can run but sprint er... Someone could try putting a ghost behind me confirm get A de. But still I'm very happy cause i never exercise since 2 years back so silver is still an achievement=P But now picking it up again. I go running once a week but of course sometimes still skip hahaa. But I'm glad darling is making me run. At least have somebody to motivate me to run not so boring and i especially like the happy feeling you get after running. Also was chatting wit Fun. Hope i can get to use his condo swimming pool XD I simply love water!!! But i dun like public pool so many ppl and so noisy except when its going with darling^^ Will be getting my sis to join me and perhaps Fun's galfriend too. I dun want to be the cause of any misunderstanding. Fun!!! Doctor says swimming is good for you but you too lazy to exercise. Sorry you have to sleep by the pool then lol cause you must be there orelse the guards will chase me out of the pool. i hope the swimming stuff works out fine need to discuss more first.

This december Darling going Japan again from 22 to27 dec. Im gonna so miss him. So now must treasure my time wit him. Next time when i have money i sure go Japan too eat all the good Japanese food there and see the cherry blossoms too. It would also included traveling to other places too^^ Too bad cant spend x'mas wit him nor his bday cause he is a X'mas baby... will celebrate before or after he returns but its a definate must. Im so happy I've gotten his B'day present already (n_n) Im so proud of myself.

In the mean time i shall fill my december wit activities. BBQ with workmates. Huda's B'day party. JC gathering. Maybe Settler's cafe(Pending)...etc etc. And especially stuff when darling is away. Too bad i still have SIP 5day a week plus Major project to do. Cant play all the way yet.

A New Sememster Starts, A New Aspiration Begins...

2007-10-29T15:09:00.000+08:00

Finally I'm back on blog after an almost near 2 months hibernation. Dunno if I will hibernate from the blog again but oh well =) Yeah I am so so so happy dat I got into freehand drawing. It’s so much fun. Been ages since I last drew and now I gotten back the inspiration to draw. This is especially so since yesterday (Sunday) I went out with Meow family. Actually it was to surprise Meow for her Buffday lol... Ate at Secret Recipe and bought a super huge cake the 1kg kind>>> chocolate cheese cake. And there were like only 5 of us lol. Ate half of it but too stuffed to finish the rest lucky we can package it back. Happy birthday Meow Meow =) Den we went to walk Suntec and happened to come across an exhibition for anime and manga drawings. It was waaaaay... Beautiful!!! The artworks were so fine and detailed. Most were pencil shaded yet there were few coloured in colours and they were just stunning. Best of all was that it was mural wall where the artist had to either stand there or sit there and COMPLETE the drawing. Imagine that!!! It was not drawn at home or leisure time but on the spot. Even so the out come were impressive and amazing. One day I shall draw as nice... What they drew is so far from what I can do now. But I'd learn and with practice one day I shall. With my new freehand drawing module I shall learn the techniques of drawing. Yup I shall learn as much as I can from this rare opportunity.

Today's a Special Day

2007-09-09T18:11:00.000+08:00

Today is my B.day
And I'd like to thank all those who spent it with me
On Friday On Saturday On Sunday...

To the person who came last year and again
After so long you still remembered
To my many other friends who dropped a message
To those who Celebrated with me
The window shopping those jokes and laughter
The splendid dinner the wonderful presents
It juz made my day
To those who called from afar
Its been a long time its great to hear your voice
Never forgetting and always there
Truely my besties love ya lots.
To the one who never cease to suprise
A gift within fragrance and nectar
Where juz being together brings happiness

Off for dinner...time to go =)

Never Giving Up

2007-09-09T17:39:00.000+08:00

There's so much to write to tell of all the experiences...
When we're down we can start again
We can fall a thousand times and feel like we've lost our mind
Only if we keep on standing will we carry on
Each fall keeps us humble
Each success gives us satisfaction
Each wish keeps us hoping
And only one dream to keep us believing
It's an uphill climb its never easy
But it will come to those who never give up
Sometimes its when we so want it
That it never seems to comes
And when doubt starts to creep into our hearts
Don't stop believing
Answers comes to those who belief
And those who keeps on trying =)

GABRYLO!!! See wat you made me do!!! LOL...

2007-08-22T11:36:00.000+08:00

Congratulations!! you've been forced to do this meme by (insert evil peron's whose blog u stumbled on here) Gabrylo!!!
Now that you've read it, you have to undertake the following task of..Naming 6 weird FACTs about yourself!! (be as honest as humanly possible):

1.I can slightly dislocate my shoulder
( Weird but true juz found out recently when my sista got shocked by it accidently lol)

2.If you wanna find a person who absolutely love animal well dats me!
( Horse, Cats, Wolf, Dogs, Dolphin, Eagles, Bats etc much much more ...)

3.I love stonning can stone for ages especially on long bus rides.
( Prolly dats why some ppl can call me until no voice and I still haven register)

4.Almost hardly get angry at all. For some reason I dun get ticked off easily.
(Can ask my friends lol. Izzit a good or a bad thing hm...)

5.I love playing might, magic and strategy game, RPG, plus some techno and such
(Dun looks like huh?I'm A good gal =D )

6.I trip alot almost every other day!!! Thank goodness I have good balancing skills and dun go tumbling down.

Oh wait.. but thats not all.. Now that you're done, you get to arrow 6 other ppl to do this meme as well (make sure they read it) Hm... who reads my blog? now dats another hard part. Its been like dead fer ages I dunno who will come also...BUSY BUSY Exam exam lol... well anything goes:
1) Andre
2) Erin
3) Meiling
4) Swee Lian
5) Lynn
6) Liwei
haha.. anyways.. have fun with it.. and...)Don't Spoil the chain.. Share with us your darkest secrets... bwahahaha... ^^

Here I've done it lol =P I could not think of much weird stuff so juz wrote as best as I could=)
Hope its alright haha... Gabrylo!!!! *meow* Let have a Meow Family Outing again after exams!!!
Off to studying again ='(

Well at least I've some things to look forward too afer exams =D
1) Movies movies movies and more movies!!!
2) Changi??? haha Can't wait its gonna be so interesting highlights =)
3) Ice-Skating yeah like flying on ice =P
4) Meow Family Outings "meow" "meow" "MEOW"!!!!
5) Meeting Adorable Adora wee!!! Let go...Haha
6) Still thinking of more yup loads more =)
7) Oh Yes I juz remembered how can I 4et... GAMING and ANIME!!!

Well dats about it for the post today...
I'm so looking forward to after the exams haha =D
Time Time Time... I'm off to Mug again till next time then =)

More stuff to add on... Smile people

2007-08-03T16:24:00.000+08:00

My blog's likie die-ed for dunno how long le. No time to update cause really busy wif other stuff lol... Muz do more time management =) Can di can di also cause exams starting soon. Again*sobs*... Yeah we going out to study muz muz no time le. Yup muz study le... Its good to study wif friends can ask them things you dun understand so yup I decided to go garden study. Dunno who will be coming but I studying will have von sherry. Prolly penguin jap des and others joinging too heard they going gardens study also.

Updates Updates Updates LOL... Went shopping yesterday wif PPG... Yeah! I bought a blouse. Last time I wanted to buy it de but in the end never. Den who knows there was a 50% sales. Woot! Buy le haha... I would have gotten the pink coloured blouse. It’s the last one wif my size. Lucky got the colour that I wan thanks sherry for finding it for me lol. Cause I happen to realize I have a number of blouses di so I wan new colours =)

Lots of happening last few weeks. I met up wif my other group of JCmates. we like din meet fer 2 years already lol *meows* its moew meow family haha. Dotty and Gab was ther plus sista... Ling suppose to come but got orientation and our family cat also but she sick. *SoB* Get well soon k and we shall meet again next time =) Bless ppl haha
We went to play pool a few rounds. My accuracy is terrible but I'm working on it. We decided to watch harry potter its the second time I watched it lol. Took a lot of colourful neoprints too. Cop them from Gab Friendster lol. But I think Gab v. poorthing. Cause he the only guy den we all bully him haha. Sorry Gab no world peace di lol. But he dun mind and it was fun. Dotty joined the twin evil aunt muahahaha an accomplishment lol muz recruit more ppl. Well muz live up to name given to us *Evil Twins* LOL. Dotty next time we go eat cakes ya. Yummy craving for more cakes or icecream also can haha. Next time we all go out again. Till then...cya =)

Wat's new? Hm... Yes smiley... Need to smile more. Hand to cheeks *pulls* There a smile. It’s the lighting system of the face =D haha. Shall we do it again?

Aus Besties Always =)

2007-07-18T19:58:00.000+08:00

If I'm away will you still think of me?
If I'm afar will you still find me?
If we can't see each other will you still contact me?
Will you always be there even through the times?

I'm glad i have friends like you both around
For both of you:

I remembered those times we shared
Those laughter and long chats
And now I have new things to remember
New things to look at
Letters that are written
Parcels which were sent
And presents that i've received
All this are treasures
Each and eveyone i've dearly kept =)

Thanks for I've come to know you both
For all you've done and shared
For then and even now besties always
Misses you all truck loads
One day we'll all meet up again.
I'm sure we will =)

And yet another beautiful day passes
The hill the skies those little flying bats
Cotton not from fleece
Rather cotton like snow from trees
In silence many songs played
As voices unheard sang their tune
Two amongst all were picked
Each holding the answers to either souls =)

2007-07-10T15:40:00.000+08:00

"It is the heart afraid of breaking that never learns to dance.

It is the dream afraid of waking that never takes the chance.

It is the one who won't be taken who cannot seem to give.

And the soul afraid of dying that never learns to live."- Amanda McBroom (Song writer)

Above is a very meaningful quote which I happened to find. I'd like to make some changes though the above still rhymes better =P

"It is the one lacking courage that never dares to try.

It is the heart afraid of breaking that never learns to love.

It is the dream reluctant to awake that never comes to pass.

It is the person denied from receiving who finds it hard to give.

And the soul terrified of dying that never learns to live."

Voices Whispers a Song

2007-07-02T17:25:00.000+08:00

At times enlightenment comes in the least expected ways
Sometimes problems dun just clarifies in a days' ponder
And when answers themselves seems so out of reach
Listen to the Voices do you hear them?

Like mists they hover
Dispersed in the slightest waver
Though Great Wisdom in their words
Their Whispers are seldom heard

Almost inaudible there lies its weakness
Always present yet people fail to notice
When everything seems to crumble and fall
Do we finally hear the resonance of their Song?
=<>=

Listen… it’s just beyond the silence
The angels are singing their song
A melody meant to heals our souls.

That's why somethings is best heard with our hearts...=)

Caught my eye

2007-06-21T17:33:00.000+08:00

Today I saw an interesting quote: "Nobody is perfect. I am nobody."

GOt lots of things to write but dunno where to start... So many things happen if I write gonna be essay. Nah think I gonna skip those. Besides....AHHH its coming saturday lol haha so happy =D and nearing to sat is Fri. Going to sentosa. Hope I dun become red like lobster "RED ALERT" haha.

Was hanging around at vivo few days back looking at multiple shops. Went to see the animals there and such. Super cute=) I had a fun time there. Oh yea saw a rainbow when I was at VIVO. It was super lucky la =D It's been like soooooo very long since I saw the last rainbow. Small dat time use to see rainbow very often. But dun see them much already. SOOOOO lucky haha.

Colours of the Rainbow:
red
orange
yellow
green
blue
indigo
violet

Colour my life in its richness =D
I belief a rainbow brings Bliss and luck those those who have seen it haha=)

Over are the test. Let the holiday Begin =)

2007-06-08T15:39:00.000+08:00

Yes finally!!! I've been waiting for this day to come. Den I can go out have fun and relax... Im really glad its all over. But there's something nagging at the back of my head. Been mugging really hard really... But sometimes it seems that not all effort equal to the result. I studied and mug but I dun think i will do so well for B.chem and AIMM dun need to talk about it...quite pissed cause I did careless mistakes and got confused with the infomation I've studied. Hey those suppose to be the easy subjects lol. But I'm really happy with the other subjects =P. Maybe I'm studying wrong...maybe Im not studying smart... maybe I really din study hard enough? I know I can do it cause i've done it. I juz have to find back the right way of doing things. I better find it soon. I cant let this continue. Its mid term and I'd better buck up... But for now its fun and relax=) Its after the exam and I'm juz gonna have fun.
I wanna go swiming wif von and sherry Plus shopping lol its the sales period haha. Go meet my other group of friends for catching up sessions lolx its gonna be fun and laughter loads to catch up on=P. Having camps and such wif some AS meetings too. I never tot I'd get sick of studying but I am lol... Nah I'd still study but not now. Its the holidays =P Going out on tuesday wahahaha "Eternal World" finally! Woo Hoot!!! =) Yup I'm starting to enjoy the holidays =)

VIsions of sight:
When I look beyond the skies... its vastness fills me
When I look beneath the seas... its mysteries mystifies me
When I look at the sunset... its beauty mesmerizes me.

2007-05-23T10:14:00.000+08:00

Its been an okie week. Except for some stuff which I din tot I'd be dat affected by cause I kinda gotten used to it di. But its okie now really thanks thanks. It depends alot on how ppl want to deal with problems. For me I'd believe eveything will fall into place somehow or rather and that nothing can't be overcome. Saw two eagles flying across the horizon y'day. Its a rare sight not alway do we get to chance upon this =P watching both of them fly lifts my spirit =) Sometimes it not wat we can do to help others solve the problem its the listening ear. Somethings others can help you solve. Others it would have to depend on the individual themselves to overcome it =)

I love the skies so wide
I love the eagles the the freedom of flight
I love the the ocean the continuous wash of waves
I love the sea-breeze carrying all your worries away

Stuff to ponder about

2007-05-20T13:53:00.000+08:00

Tml is the last day of campaign...Thanks gal for helping me do my poster. I find it really nice appreciate it =D There's 1 person keep commenting on it. Its not a really nice thing to say. Yes joking but if you have nothing better to say and ain't the one doing it. Please dun say anything at all. Wat's the voting result?! I can't wait to find out. Having butterflies. haha We'll soon see on friday. Seriously I feel dat I have a lot to learn if I'm to enter. I want to see how the club grows. Its different from the other clubs I've seen. Its really special. I dun like the politics there but which club does not? I hope every1 will work together. Those that enter main-com. Working as a team and supporting each other they help the club shine... I have my doubts yet I still hope I enter. Almost every1 has their's.
After sat's meeting went over to T.mall wif von to look for stuff and chatted about some stuff. Sry Sherry cause we kinda MIA this few days. Its all about how we juggle our time and things. Prioritize Prioritize... We will work on our time management. I'm sure everything will work out fine once things settle *Hugs* Through the storm will we see the beauty of the rain and the sun. The RAINBOW =)
Went over to my other friends place after dat to study. Successful but ended up chatting lol.. chatted about loads of stuff. Found out we are almost on the same boat and kinda hope for the same things haha *cheers* Also we muz work hard for our dreams ya=) Okie also figured out some other problems 2 heads better than 1. You now noe wat to do * Smile k*. I've yet to find my capabilities I will continue to learn and strive =)

Essence will concentrate or evaporate with time. But we can always build a better bowl to hold the essence.

You tried your best… you noe you did. If not you would not have gotten so far*Hugs* See how it goes...let me noe the result.

Happy Mother's Day

2007-05-12T23:32:00.000+08:00

Haha today was great…How to sum it??? Well juz one phrase. Short but Sweet =) If only it was longer lol. The sitting vacancies were quite a miracle lol. Din expect the odds but still got it right smack. Had a super great time. We should do it more often. Den went to Cartel celebrate mother day. Yup one day B4 hand but its okie =) Glad mum enjoyed the meal

Short but Sweet & Happy mother’s Day

"It's more important how you view yourself rather than what others think of you' =)

At The Begining

2007-05-09T18:28:00.000+08:00

We were strangers,
Starting out on a journey,
Never dreaming,
What we'd have to go through,
Now here we are,
and I'm suddenley standing
At the beginning with you.
No one told me
I was going to find you
Unexpected
what you did to my heart,
When I lost hope
You were there to remind me
This is the start.
(chorus)
Life is a road
and I want to keep going
Love is a river
I wanna keep flowing
Life is the road
Now and forever
Wonderful journey
I'll be there
when the world stops turning
I'll be there
when the storm is through
In the end I wanna be standing
at the beginning with you.
We were strangers
On a crazy adventure
Never dreaming
How our dreams would come true
Now here we stand
Unafraid of the future
At the beginning with you.
(chorus)
I knew there was somebody somewhere
Like me alone in the dark
Now I know my dream will live on
I've been waiting so long
Nothing's gonna tear us apart.
(chorus)
Life is a road
and I wanna keep going
Love is a river
I wanna keep going on
Starting out on a journey
Life is a road
and I wanna keep going
Love is a river
I wanna keep flowing
In the end I wanna be standing
at the beginning with you

Updates Updates Updates

2007-05-04T10:41:00.000+08:00

Okie its been god knows how long since I blogged... And gonna be longer still...

Recent events:
1) MOvie night(27 april) : We watch accepted lol. I was kinda suprised it was screened cause there was lots of vulgarities in it... Den we Danced and Danced and Danced. Yeah got OLTC cert which looks really nice very pirate and scroll like. But I had to rush home... Sry din go for main com wanna be meeting >_< Can't miss the last bus!!! Or I can taun Outside di lol... Taxi fair from tamp to yishun will cost a bomb!!!

2)Animal Lovers League(29 April) : Been ages since I last went there... I juz miss those doggie faces. Suppose to paint the kennel huts but Got to bath the dogs in some tick removing sloution. Which stinks to the max Yeww. Its some apple vineger thingy which the smell stayied on my hand fer the whole day. * FAINTS* I'd give anything to do the painting rather then bathing lol. But its okie =) LOVE those dogs to bits =D

3)MOvies again(30 April): Finally Finally Finally get to go out together yes ah!... Went to watch 200 pound Beauty. Gotta thank my friend. Gave me 4 free tic lol... Too bad he working can't join us. The pop corn not sweet enuff...But its okie got sweeter things ard I happie di LOLx. Bro too bad you got a weird sista. What to do? Haiz... Weird bro den will hav weird sista Sad rite lol. Deb ppl will think we les-ing la saw alot of ppl wif their eyes nearly dropping out lol but dun care Hur hur!

4) Majestic+Liberty+Dauntless outing(1 MAy): Ard 33 of us super big group la. Seoul Garden fully booked till 2pm so we ate at Siam Kitchen instead... The food really good. Can go there eat next time ard 20 bucks but really the food is good. BUt will be a little spicy for those who dun take chillie so WARNING first yup. Loves the tom yam soup. And the beef was like mutton super tender really delicious. Den got the chicken...sambal Kang KOng... SOur Mango salad etc etc... Typing this makes me Hungry again lol. Also Happie B'day to Farid lol. Big gathering for your B'day huh=) Went K-box. Suppose to be wif freshie but only a lone soul came sad la. But it was kinda last min so whole of J2 already and remedial etc... We still got cai ying, clement, Han qun, Jeremy. K my chinese is terrible so they had to tell me the lines before I sang lol so kinda outta tune. HQ finally got his stage to perform since week 0 k. Say use table dun wan next time no chance sia! We good audience lez.

5) Schooling now( 2nd may onwards): Dunno will be busy not but really have to study di. Been going out lately but really enjoyed myself. Had Asc meeting which ended quite late. And some Ediot and friend tried to scare me!!! Okie it worked!!! WTH... so gonna strangle them... Warning: Signs of Violence!!! lolx... okie im off gotta prepare fer lessons di. GOt to do HW!!!

Zooming about in a place called Reality...

Week O

2007-04-21T12:19:00.000+08:00

Haha everything is finally over... We can now rest though school starts like on monday. Week O was great cause we get to do many different thing and get to meet alot of new people.

Yes our theme for the majestic ppl: Response 1 "STONE"

We started as a stone. All quiet and stoning. But we grew in time. Became a rock. One which rocked the whole LT. Sang cheers sang the Tp school song. Practically stayied up the whole night. It was amazing how we progressed. From so quiet to so rah rah. I melts my heart to see dat the whole Lt was making so much noise. *laughs* its a good thing goes to show you all are getting along wif your fellow pirates. Will miss those times.

I really wanna thanks all my first mates in playing their part and being such a supportive and cheerful bunch 0f ppl. Could not have done it with out them. Cai Ying,Cheau yi, hazel Michelle, Han Qun, Clament, Congrats to hilyah for getting best OL and also to class J2 for getting best class. Even though Majectic was split into Vet and BCS at times we still managed to unit our spirit. SMALL IN NUMBERS STRONG BY NATURE. WHEN TOGETHER UNSTOPPABLE. You ppl rocks!!! Really glad to be able to work wif all you ppl. Thanks for all your hard work and time spent. Not forgetting ppl of Liberty cause we were once part of them. Yes we will meet up one of this day for lunch or dinner hopefully is soon =)

Also Applied Science finally won 2 trophy. Champione for telematch and the other for cheerleading. Overall we were rank 2nd. 1st was business. But still 3 cheers& 3 cheers for ASC Hip HIp Hurray!!!

All the best peeps =) School's starting soon!

Preparations

2007-04-05T16:14:00.000+08:00

Came back yesterday to do the banner and Lt deco with Majestic ppl... Did a lot of fish drawings and painting... ended up more like Finding Nemo theme. Its okie we got company got Dauntless they is Sponge Bob. Hey its pirates of the Caribbean!!! Suppose to be scary lol... Haha will work on dat perhaps draw skeletons and such. Gotta think scary!!! But good good get me to draw. Not dat my art is fantastic but a least I can use my creativity on drawing again. Long time never draw di. Realise that Asc help kept my drawing skill from turning rusty...of not i will be doing other things other den drawing. So I'm glad =)

Came back today for Storm practice. The only one from Majestic but understandable. The others have work. Some is really busy wif other stuff and one more (rest well k). The storm was really cool. But I really pity all the pails. I think 5 plus all whack till broken di. And I culprit for one of them. I think I accidentally whack till got crack. Oops Sry!!! At first could not get use to the beat den got used to it. I learn not to juz whack but whack wif the feel of the beat lol. Was real fun... Den we also sang... Really nice la. I think will be more spectacular during the Bonfire night lol =D

OLTC

2007-04-03T14:38:00.000+08:00

Even though we Liberty is gonna be split into two ships Majestic and Liberty. I’m glad we get to work together... Really great to have such a cooperative team. To Eugene( Did you guess I was your angel? LOL) and Fah Fah A big thank you to you both for rah rahing the team. Though a different ship we can still work hand in hand.
To Majestic ppl… Really sry dat all the Lt head sometimes seems to MIA…Gotta formal intro you all to our third Lt head Shu Hui also.
Really wanna thank ppl like Han Qun and Cai Yin for standing in when we were not around. Yup A quote from Cai Ying: Small in numbers But strong in power! Clement will update ya on stuff too. Haha you lucky! Escaped from the workload distribution. Dun worry we will find something for ya to do. Till then see ya all tml cheers =D
And also thanks to all those who have given me the Gems cards and also those with not enough cards so use paper lol appreciate it... you noe who you all are =)

I STILL DUNNO WHO IS MY ANGEL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

When the Sun shines it bring a smile...

D&D

2007-04-03T14:35:00.000+08:00

Quick recap was out with The PPG to Tpsu d&d at Marriott hotel...Tot we were late rush down by taxi to realize we were not!!! Some of the As family were there too. Most were is dresses, Shirt and such it was a Masqurade!! It was an exciting event. Yeowy!!! I need to get the photos from Vonn. First up the MC was super hilarious if lameness can kill he nearly killed us all. Really crappy guy I salute him...As for the dishes it was not bad really except they had a dish which I’ve never seen before. Our table was debating on wat it was and we came to a conclusion...SNAILS!!! Imagine that for your first dish... Appetizing ya! Extras extras extras lazy to type di...to End it all PPG and others hit the dance floor. Imagine dancing in dresses not easy lol... Gotta take cab home cause it was super late and it was like freaking expensive!!! Should have stayed over at sherry place till the next morning den take bus back...We din go Balcony cause i gotta be home early or I’d get a hearing... Next time will stay over yea =P

Imagine The Impossible

2007-03-30T00:22:00.000+08:00

Imagination is a powerful tool limitless to beyond even wat is attainable. Imagination is not build in reality its built in dreams. Dreams are for the dreamer, the believer and even the achiever. They are for what we have yet to reach when it attainable or Just dreams to carry out the impossible. When we awaken or when we finally managed to touch the dreams. The dreams are no longer dreams. They have become a part of reality. Sometimes the soul's faraway captivated by another world... Sometimes to run away...to tide past certain time of distraught... to a sanctuary untouched by others... Sometimes to accomplish what that can't be done in the real world...The impossible in a tangible world.

Somethings...

2007-03-27T17:35:00.000+08:00

Somethings happens they just do.
The passing;
The missing;
Trials dat test one’s believe
Circumstances of this and that
When hope seems seems so frail...

We have fears we may run. We have problems we may worry. We have disappointments we may break. We have sadness we may cry. But not be shaken cause We also have courage to face the fears. An imaginative mind to solve problems; Rekindled spirit to pass the disappointments; And love to bring happiness in laughter.

LIfe is a Road and I want to keep going...

It Is Now.

2007-03-19T15:56:00.000+08:00

Yesterday can't be changed
There is no way back
Tomorrow has not yet come
It is the unforeseen
There is only today
It is here dat we begin
If not now then when?

Let the heart and mind work as one:

A never ending dream
It is here that it will stay
Unwavering unforsaken
Even though the failures
There's a reason to believe
Uncover all the possibilities
The courage to try
The strength to overcome
And the heart to see it through...

Lunch Out!!!

2007-03-19T14:08:00.000+08:00

Yip Yip juz went out with the sabasketeers yesterday. Yup mainly the survivors. Its gonna be the last luch wif Jie before he goes over to sabah fer his NS training. Lucky 1 month only. After dat we can have more meetings again LOL... He brought his gf along. We all laughed when she said he was surrounded wif us gals haha. She is a really nice person and wishes all the best to them both =D Was talking about how long we have not seen Huda. And who knows we happened to bump into her haha. Goes to show we group are fated to meet up lol... Too bad we are all in different places. Some in Poly ( different sumore) slightly diff holiday slots, others in Universities thw guys most in NS....Geeze!!! All in different holiday period and book out of camp periods.. Its a wonder we can still meet up almost quite often =) Yep Yep if wat Mr Goh says is true I hope next June we can all meet up fer a trip to Cambodia( if im not wrong). We can revive our spirit when we were in the Youth Learning Expedition at Sabah Sepilok =D *cheers* ppl

Always expect the unexpected...

Baking cake trail 1 ( 12th Feb)

2007-03-16T23:14:00.000+08:00

Haven been touching my blog for like ages... Lots to write about...

PPG went to Gardens to shop for ingredients to bake a cake for Des B’day. Advanced Happy B’Day!!! Went back to sherry’s place to prepare the cake. We decided to work on Brownie instead. Cake ingredients were out of stock!!! We tot it would be hard like rock when we first took it out of the oven but it was actually kinda chewy. Quite nice really. Spread the Icing and Von volunteered to do the wording =D

It was a Success Yippie!!!
First time baking a cake or rather brownie actually LOL…
Next time can bake cookies again =)
Wish I had an oven too. Den can ownself bake stuff haha

Chalet chalet chalet

2007-03-16T22:56:00.000+08:00

1) Our AF13 chalet Day 1: 6th Feb
First up back to school to get the chalet pass from von. Was an hour early to meeting her though. Met up with liwei's click and we shopped for lotsa stuff. Nearly not enough hands to carry all the goods. LOL… Yes! We finally found the Yatch club chalet after walking like one big round only to realize we had to go to the office to collect the keys first. So smart! Xin Er KC Aaron came along with me thanks ppl. 4 ppl but we nearly got lost owing to the super lack of sign boards around. Finally located the stupid office and we so wanted to look for the feedback form to lodge a complain.LOL... Our first day we held the BBQ. I think Liwei & Penguin prepared the food for BBQ while some of the guys Ivan nick arron etc got the fire going. We used lotsa fire starters 40 was more then enough to spare! Finally the BBQ started but the heat was not really strong cause not enough charcoal. Output and orders were way faster then the input and cooking speed. Yet we had lotsa of fun BBQing and fighting over who's to do the cooking..Had to cut the BBQ short cause we ran out of charcoals. They bought a bottle of alcoholic drink which Han Cheng kept asking me to drink!!!

Bro! Why din come? Wasted sia lol you should have come was waiting for your appearance!!!

After which some wanted to go OCH which was like juz opposite our chalet!!! Creepy! But the response was kinda poor. So we all decided to head for the boardwalk to see the sunrise. Des kanna a lot of stupid pranks from Von Me Wilson etc cause he din wanted to get up…The moon was bright and the night breeze cool… waiting for dawn I nearly fell asleep. Tot we saw a “jellyfish” which was nothing more then the mere illusion of a floating light stick. The sun never came and half the class headed back as the weather was getting rather chilly. Me Sherry Von wanted to stay out a bit longer for the sun & chatted about gal’s stuff and we had the company of some guys Desmond Wilson Han Cheng etc so it kinda safe. Had fun listening to songs plus crapping about stuff *laughs*. Still we miss the sun cause it rose from the other side. How disappointing!!! Went back to catch up on some needed rest.

2) Our Af13 Chalet Day2: 7th Feb
Was halfway in lala land when bro unexpectedly turned up. haha. Yup grand entrance… Dun need to see him hearing is enough. Woke us all from our sleep!!! Had Prata for breakfast. Thanks to whoever bought the Prata. Sry clueless! Headed over to Changi Village for lunch and to stock up on BBQ supplies plus drinks. Before heading back to the chalet. Von and Sherry wanted to continue sleeping. Since Jia hui also din wan to sleep we went to another room to chat so as not to disturb them. But in the end we still fell asleep after chatting quite a bit. Half an hour of sleep seemed more like an hour…Had BBQ part 2 and during the night we played majong and lotsa other funny stuff. Learned a new game called 'asshole Tai Ti' And imagine having sort of a PT & gymnastic training night during a chalet! but it was cool. Von so wanted to do the headstand… And its time for sleep again!!! Wanted to chase the guys out of the room to chat with Von but the guys kept budging in annoying sia LOL…In the end some slept in our room cause our room much cooler then theirs haha. Too bad =P me and Von got the bed Yes Ah!!!

3) AF13 chalet Day 3 plus ASC chalet: 8th Feb
Last and final day and we're out of the chalet. Me Liwei nick Aaron wanted to go to Asc chalet but the ppl there were still sleeping so we decided to go makan at the food court first. Went over to arcade to play some games when I found out that I had misplaced my wallet. Lucky…A honest soul Mr Gilbert found it and placed it at the security center. THANKS YOU LOADS. The group of us went all the way there to retrieve it. Thanks ppl for following me all the way there =) I was so lucky to have found it back. Was so afraid I’d really lose it. Next was pool to kill time. We played in teams den singles LOL. Found out that I totally sucks big time at using cushion to angle. Aaron went back home as the rest stroll our way back to the chalet. Sneak off with my mp3 for a stroll by the beach. In the end I perched myself on top of the breakwaters. The breeze was constant as the waves rolling in along the beach. Went back an hour later for another BBQ late into the night. 3rd day in a row di =P An hour to midnight and only those staying over were left. Screened the movie SAW which I had no intentions of watching by busying myself with majong but still watch in the end cause not enough ppl playing majong haiz…Majority went to play other games while me Louis Alfred nelson decided to head to 7/11. Chilled at Mac till I nearly fell asleep before heading back. We were practically sleepwalking. Louis kept sidetracking and we were afraid he bang into something. The couch was like pure Haven. Gone in an instant!!! Everyone else was already fast asleep.

Note: Really tested my sleep endurance…
Conclusion: I still needed my sleep… Zzzzz…’Nitez’ ppl

Random thoughts...

2007-03-05T14:02:00.000+08:00

Why do some people think so much?
I wonder and think also...
But sometimes I juz dun feel like thinking anymore:

Sometimes the clearest thoughts comes
when you ain't thinking about it
or when you ain't thinking too hard about it

Yup time to meet von haha....
Yes AF13 chalet here I come!!! Enjoy ppl =)

Finally!!!

2007-03-02T21:58:00.000+08:00

END of exams!!! Yup this post should be done 2 days ago but...
Yes ah!!! went sentosa wif Af13 ppl 10 in total if i din miscalculate. Supposed to be tanning but the rain came soon after... haha talk about the rain. Why can't it come in full blast or dun come at all? Where's the sun when you need it??? Nvm 20 march gathering again yes!.. sorta set di but muz see if confirmed later. Pray the rain clouds stay far far away!!! Von's been complaining she din get her tan today LOL... I wan to tan but I'm die die gonna use the sun block... Dun wan becoming a cooked lobster!!!RED alert!!! Dun wan blog too long time's limited.

I'm not on the food menue nah ah nope. NEVER!!!
11 thanks haha safe with me...

Von dun worry K chalet we have have the whole night to talk. You can tell me all about it =)

I juz want to do well. I studied. I tried my best at least I have no regret=D

So many overnight stays. Class chalet. Asc chalet plus OLTC etc... Hope my mum dun ban me from them LOL...

I juz wan't things to be alright
But I noe thing can't always be alright
Can't I juz enter my own imagination
I'm afraid to take any wrong steps
But reality is reality we have to face it someday
Even so I still believe...

Companions of the Night

2007-02-21T20:02:00.000+08:00

Vampire’s can fly…
Spread thy wings
And I’d take you to the skies.
To the peak beyond the cloud
There’s no need to climb.

Nothing’s above but the velvet skies
Nothing but the stars above
Breath in the freshness
Feel the coolness
Welcome the lightness…

It’s just the heavens above and the earth below
With winds that whispers a melodious tune
And grasses that dances to the wind
Where fireflies flies in mimic to the stars
And moonlight touches the grounds in a mysterious glow

221...
2 pink; 2 violet;1 red…
They add colours to my life
If not it’d still add colours to yours =D

Twins switch???

2007-02-16T12:08:00.000+08:00

Yup yesterday went for AC. To do wat? Actually to take over my sista in the small scale Amazing race. Some of them there was like "amberlyn you..." And I was "Erm.. she's there" haha. Super funny la most have dat look on their face cause me and my sista happen to be wearing the same OBS red shirt and both tie up our hair. So we look almost nearly alike. The race consist of tracking swimming canoeing etc... Super fun sia next time I wan to join. Maybe I should v.long never exercise di...

Australia Besties

2007-02-16T10:44:00.000+08:00

Yeah! My two beloved besties =D Haha after so long you all finally get to meet up. Rare chance lez! Go for some sight seeing in Australia too ya!Haha help me see those places. Muz take many many photo ya. Take di muz send to me okie Muacks =D haha cant wait to see the V'day present you got fer us... thanks pals =)

Once an Angel asked me
If I was to give you a bag filled with a whole lot of love & blessings ,
What would I do with it?

My first answer was for the angel to send the bag to you.
But on second tot i decided not to...

And I told the angel:
"Instead of sending them the bag, Could you package them and send them to me? Cause that way they will always be packaged in a surrouding of love & blessing and we can enjoy our days together =D "

Valentines' Day

2007-02-15T09:56:00.000+08:00

TUE...NO more CDS or wat so ever yes! Yup French is finally finished. Actually It was not half as bad as I tot it would be. The speaking test was a near breeze with a few minor blunders here and there. So overall I still did master a little French…Je parle francais un per.
Also thanks kiwi for the pink rose haha. Teacher gets pink and my sista saviour gets red. At first i tot you gonna get the live one not so big. Who knows you got the super giantic one. Thanks thanks.

Yesterday was Valentines’ Day… Haha lecture’s cancelled etc thus equals no school =) But in the end I still ended up back in school. Came to mug with some of my other classmates haha.Record sia school now gonna become my first home di. Haha den went out fer dinner at City Hall with few of my other ASC friends. Thanks for the roses and the rabbit soft toy is really cute. Hugs the soft toy. Both me and Sin Ee was super super suprised.
*~Happy Valentines' day people~*

Finally Sabasketeers Meeting

2007-02-12T14:32:00.000+08:00

Yes! The survivors finally meet up again sry could not make it for the last gathering. It's like been how long since we last went out?... Hm let me see... Last year?!!!
Wee! By far yesterday's sabasketeers gathering was the biggest. Including the survivors around 10 people turned up. Ha! Got to meet up with new faces too. With ppl like lynn long time never see you di. Glad you came =D Was waiting for Jie to come so we went to Esplanade rooftop to hang out . Jie finally come he drove here... ha its great having friend who can drive. We were like booking jie's car cause we din trust Shafi's direction skills keke. Who knows they reached first. Cheat lez or should I say clever??? Actually they took shortcut. Went to Newton for dinner. We had alot of yummy food such as Satay, sotong, sambal Kang Kong, Or-luat( fried egg oyster) etc etc and happily chatted the night away. Wee thanks Jie for sending those staying near the north home=)

Its been a long time... We should meet up more often. Perhaps after the exams.
Gosh! Talking about Exams and I've been out the whole of my weekends!!!
Waa! Gotta go study okie I'm off... Official start of No-life Campaign.

A day at sherry's place

2007-02-12T14:15:00.000+08:00

Yes we finally went down to sherry's place to bake COOKIES!!! Super fun haha lucky the kitchen din get choked with smoke. Yup we had experiments dat failed but also there we those that passed haha. We realised that cutting cookies my sound easy...But actually it can be real difficult. After a few tries, we deicided to use shape cutters instead. Still perfecting the skill to pick up the cookie dough with the shape cutter* Yeppie* Next time we shall try Drop Cookies... Is dat wat you call it Hm... Von had to go home first if not could have join us for dinner. Waa haha! Spend my whole saturday at sherry's place. Today's event made me smile.

* We forgot to play Flour fight...But then again its a good thing... Later gotta clean up the Kitchen~ Muahaha*

A Memo of the Past: This is for you * Meows*

2007-02-10T21:01:00.000+08:00

In the begining...

When you came you found me
When I looked into your eyes you opened up mine
Created an image so beautiful
That in here you’ll forever stay
When you were there you showed me all that you could
Showed me part of a new world
A part of what there can be
Taught me in the little ways that you could
Never a word spoken
Yet you told me everything
Placed that stepping stone
The very foundation
The one dat opened a new way

Nothing in this world is IMPOSSIBLE... coz the word IMPOSSIBLE itself says I M POSSIBLE..

When I Look Back

2007-02-08T18:04:00.000+08:00

I will remember what you have taught us
I've forgotten but I've found it back
It would be what you would liked to teach us
I remembered always saying the same thing
But it's only until recently dat I knew wat it really meant
Due to some events it brought back the missing piece
Brought it back into the light
Back to were I can see it
Ignited with a new meaning & better understanding

She would have wanted very much to teach us the meaning of it. It would be what she'd have liked us know...

Sry: "I've forgotten... But I've found it back"

After We Forget

2007-01-30T19:56:00.000+08:00

Slowly we start to forget
A mere fraction bits by bits
Forget without even knowing that we have forgotten
Eluded until sometime later...

I felt I was missing something
Something so very important
Something I knew I had forgotten
But unable to figure out what it was
Waiting Thinking Wondering
Until the day I happen to chance upon it again

SAFE- When you realise you have found it again.

You gave me a real shock

2007-01-26T21:24:00.000+08:00

My goodness gal gave me a real shock today. I heard a sound behind me. Who knows when I turn around you was not in my vision view. Scare me I thought what happened. Next time, if not feeling well, it is okie if you are all right. However, if really cannot den must say lez. Dun suddenly suddenly den something happen. Lucky von was behind you. Moreover, lucky you did tell us before hand what to expect.

First time something like this happen to my friends. I'm relieve to noe that you are alright…

As A Picture Grows

2007-01-25T12:53:00.000+08:00

Each stroke a new line is drawn
Each different from the other
Some straight some curved
Some short some long
Others the thickness and strength used

In the begining its all black and white
Nothing more then just mere lines
Comes a new level of complexity
Added to the picture are shaddings
Potraying a whole new dimension

Then there are those where colours are mixed
Red Blue and Yellow
As the primary colours twirls and swirls
New colours are created
Even with black and white a colourful image is formed

A whole new picture emerges
Each with it own fine details
Each a different process
Each unique to its own

"That's why nothing is the same... its always something new something unique"

When I Look Back

2007-01-25T12:27:00.000+08:00

I'm juz sitting here...
Wondering how to put my thoughts into words
So many things have passed
And many more new moments to come

I'm happy the way things turn out
I'm glad everything turned out alrights
And if i ever look back I'd smile
Cause I know I've grown a little bit more...

It is the experience which leads to the memories which are in turn treasured.

TP Open House

2007-01-22T15:57:00.000+08:00

Its been a real busy week none the less with OPEN HOUSE and wat not... Yup its TP Open House!!! It was like going back to the first week of school where everyone was cheering and doing all sort of weird but fun stuff.. Laughing in midst the dances. Plus we were also guiding visitors here there and everywhere.

Next time there should be more guides to bring out the AS spirit!!!!!!!! We were totally outnumbered by the other colours.
A speck of green lost in the sea of colours

And yes! We had our Jam & Hop...I guess some of the malay's were quite pissed off as they kept singing chinese song. Also the music wasn't as great as the other time in the sport hall yet we still danced as if the night would neverend. Most were at the right of the stage dancing whilst others were breaking.

Waa! Von could not join us in the jam and hop. So sad cause she's having duty. See la! See la! keke next time dun do duty lez. Especially when having jam and hop den can come and dance with us =)

A walk to Remember

2007-01-17T17:55:00.000+08:00

Special lotus:
All the fun times, laughters and all the chatters... Special Lotus finally came back!!! Had back our good old fun times...HAha Went K-box and sang our hearts out... All three of us. We'll see when's your next return. We muz have a girl's night out alrights! Definately will have lots to catch up with... * laughs*

~ A soft tune is playing ~
The melody goes where ever you go.

Autum lapse:
Remembered last sentosa? Yup its been a long time... longer then ever. Well we'll do that again and many more. Dont worry. It maybe so far yet its near. Remember the gift? It carries a ____. I see you there. ('-^)
Even as the sun shines and a new day comes
I'd be here as a listener and as a friend

A Memo:
Let walk the distance
Each step a walk to remember
If we ever look back
You'll see a road
One that stretches to the horizon
That's how long it will go
*Smiles*

Every Little Bit Counts

2007-01-15T18:26:00.000+08:00

Today our class did 80 cranes in a short space of time. It's for the less fortunate people.

Every little bit counts
Thus i really hope this helps
Each crane made is
A 100 grams gained
20 more to a hundred

Think I'd better start folding... I'll finish the countdown today.
Tml I shall get somemore... =)

Smiled cause I noe I can do it

2007-01-09T19:44:00.000+08:00

I've gotten back all my papers except CSAS.
Few was disappointing...
Some was moderate...
Others I'm glad I did better then what I had expected.
And for one i was super delighted when i got back my paper.
Happier then when I got back my papers last term.
To my B.mic *smiles*

Today I learnt something while pondering...
"If there was no such thing as falling, how would you know the true joy of flying?"

~ Almost Flying With The Updraft ~

My Favourite Song

2007-01-08T19:25:00.000+08:00

Open Up Your Mind- Saiyuki
Sung by: MiraiLyrics: Mitsui Yukiko, Sheila De Niro
Composition: Takahashi Kei'ichi
Arrangement: Takahashi Kei'ichi, "Snow Man"

Romaji Lyrics: ( translation below)
moshimo ima subete ga umaku nante ikanai
makesou ni naru toki datte
hitomi wo tojireba kokoro kara
sekai ga miete kuru

In this world when life can be so tough
You must be strong
Just believe in yourself and don't you fear
So open up your mind and close your eyes
Take another look from the other side

kodoku na yoru demo mayoi osoreru toki mo
ima wa hitori demo kono ashi de doko made mo
aruite ikeru hazu dakara

Just hold on tight hitomi tojita nara
Look inside yourself kagayaki ga aru kara
Yes, subete shinjite hoshii
You can take another look from the other side

Just hold on tight kokoro kujikete mo
Reach into your soul ashita ga mienakute mo
Yes, ikiru tsuyosa ga areba
You can take another look from the other side
ai no subete ni deau made...

kono sekai de ikinuite-iku tame no tsuyosa wo
anata ni negatte-iru kara
kokoro no tobira wo hiraitara [1]
nanika ga miete kuru

Just remember you are not alone
So don't you fear
Even though you're miles away
I'm by your side
So open up your mind and close your eyes
I'll be there for you no matter where you are

hoshi no inochi nara nagai kedo itsu made mo
onaji kono hibi ga kurikaesu wake ja nai
ashita wa dare ni mo mienai

Just hold on tight hitomi tojita nara
Look inside yourself kodou kanjiru kara
Yes, "MIRAI" shinjite hoshii
You can take another look from the other side

Just hold on tight kokoro kujikete mo
Reach into your soul ashita ga mienakute mo
Yes, chigau sekai ga atte
You can take another look from the other side
ai no subete ni deaeru yo...

Just hold on tight hitomi tojita nara
Look inside yourself kodou kanjiru kara
Yes, "MIRAI" shinjite hoshii
You can take another look from the other side

Just hold on tight kokoro kujikete mo
Reach into your soul ashita ga mienakute mo
Yes, chigau sekai ga atte
You can take another look from the other side
ai no subete ni deau made...

An English Translation:

Even when it seems that nothing can go right
and you want to just give up,
if you close your eyes,
you can see the world from your heart.

In this world when life can be so tough
You must be strong
Just believe in yourself and don't you fear
So open up your mind and close your eyes
Take another look from the other side

Even on a lonely night, when you wander afraid,
You may be alone now, but
Your feet can take you however far you want to go, so

Just hold on tight, because if you close your eyes,
Look inside yourself, there's a shining light there.
Yes, I want you to believe in everything.
You can take another look from the other side

Just hold on tight, even if your heart is breaking.
Reach into your soul, even if you can't see tomorrow.
Yes, if you have the strength to live,
You can take another look from the other side,
Until you find all that is love...

I wish for you to have the strength
To make it through this world,
So open up your mind, [1]
And you'll be able to see...

Just remember you are not alone
So don't you fear
Even though you're miles away
I'm by your side
So open up your mind and close your eyes
I'll be there for you no matter where you are

The stars may live for a long time, but that doesn't mean
That the same days will repeat over and over forever.
None can see into tomorrow.

Just hold on tight, because if you close your eyes,
Look inside yourself, you'll feel a heartbeat.
Yes, I want you to believe in the future.
You can take another look from the other side.

Just hold on tight, even if your heart is breaking.
Reach into your soul, even if you can't see tomorrow.
Yes, there's another world out there.
You can take another look from the other side,
And you'll be able to find all that is love...

Just hold on tight, because if you close your eyes,
Look inside yourself, you'll feel a heartbeat.
Yes, I want you to believe in the "future."
You can take another look from the other side
Just hold on tight, even if your heart is breaking.
Reach into your soul, even if you can't see tomorrow.
Yes, there's another world out there.
You can take another look from the other side,
Until you find all that is love...

*For my friends and myself-The lyric holds great meanings*

Results are back

2007-01-05T12:20:00.000+08:00

Today we got back our math paper. Hm... I got 33marks which is not bad. But din do as well as I expected myself to do... dread to get back the other papers. Dunno how I'd do for them. Disappointed... Partially cause I noe that I was slacking last term. So, yup for this term, seriously must work harder!

Yes one thing to be happy about my "student" one passed (yeppie noe you can do it!) while the other scored better then me! Ha! way to go... Jia you! You both can do it =)
(Student surpasses the teacher)

Time to meet new challenges... I will try to do my best!

New Beginnings

2007-01-03T01:26:00.000+08:00

So fast another new year comes
A new beginning with a new start...

The last year had been really eventful with lots of beautiful memories and experiences. Many worth treasuring and values understood. Start of the New Year equals a chapter closed. A new book for more memories to come...with insights and more stuff learnt...

Welcoming the New Year...changes will get better with every year

Ice Skating Ring

2006-12-29T14:24:00.000+08:00

Finally found the time to go down to Jurong East on wed.. Nothing much there except for the ice ring! Yep Ice-Skating finally...6 of us were there... Hee sry Debb... went all the way to boon lay cause we thought the place was called Jurong Point when it's actually call Jurong Entertainment Centre. Turnings are by far easier done on ice then land. But harder to break! Hm... Gonna get the hang of it soon yeppie! This time was also the sisters outing ha! My other-half twin sista; my youngest sista and I went too. Ha! She was delighted dat we brought her to ice-skate. Yup she can ice-skate & juz as well haha. Way to go youngest sis! But then the ring was super crowded... should go during the April break prolly will have lesser ppl...

When water freezes.. The first snow falls...

Merry Christmas

2006-12-26T18:10:00.000+08:00

2 days back was 24th dec... when the long hand strikes 12midnight it would be the start of Christmas. Went over to my friend's place all 8 of us... we had a great feast prepared by both our host & host's mum... had a wide array of food which was simply delicious. Yummy! The deco of the house was simply splendid. Had a very warm feel to it =) there was a also a lighted X'mas tree by the window. Stepping into the home was like entering a whole new place. Totally unlike any Singapore home I've been to. The kitchen wall was lined with bricks thus giving it that British/ European touch...how unique! After which, all of us visited a place tot impossible. We cracked jokes... played songs...did some wacky stuff. Basically we enjoyed the night to the fullest... MERRY CHRISTMAS!

My wish to Santa: Please let there be more nights such as this... *Smiles*

Passing some of the joy over...

2006-12-21T16:19:00.000+08:00

I imagined the universe
The stars, the moon, the meteors...

Changes Through The Rain

2006-12-21T12:43:00.000+08:00

The rains are here to stay
Never ending the days follows in subsequence
Each but a drop that falls from the skies
A momentary halt the rain touches the ground

A curtain that dampens whatever that surrounds
A sudden silence but the sounds of water splashing
Nevertheless it lifts the spirit even in its gloom
Slowly in midst the fall our worries are washed away

A miraculous change knowing the hearts lightens
All impurities seeps away like the rain through the ground
From countless to just a mere few
Ever so lightly the rain resides to a drizzle

Not until the cloud's parted and the shine's to come
Will the gloom fade away like the evening sun
A magical crossover in itself
From the shadows emerges a spirit renewed

Idling My Time Away

2006-12-20T12:48:00.000+08:00

I Juz finish D&D meeting today... And yep I'm in school again. Gosh! Was back here juz yesterday for environmental meeting. Tml having publicity meeting...and fri... I wonder how many more days of this holidays I'm gonna be back in school... Good thing is: I still have my life ha!... As the title states: I'm now idling my time away at the com. But I'm gonna meet my other friends later cause I tot today's meeting would end later. Yeppie... going out!

Advanced X'mas Party

2006-12-19T20:08:00.000+08:00

Yeppie! Almost the whole class turned up at sherry's place for the Advanced X'mas party... There was lots of laughter; crapping; and eating... overall super rowdy. There was spaghetti; Bee Hoon; chicken; Po pia; curry sandwiches tons of jelly... The guys at the dinning table makan like one big family gathering lidat. One laugh all laugh in unison. Everyone was supposes to wear dresses but some wore jeans. But it does not really matter because everybody looked Stunning! I think best dressed were Jia Hui and Li wei. Den we finally found the right time to prank von... Got out the whip cream and she got covered in it. Mostly face and neck. But it got a little backfired cause those dat started kana some of the cream as well. We burst out laughing after dat. Surprise von ha... Dat's your after b'day shock as well as advanced X'mas surprise...

~ Best Wishes to All~

Cable ski at East Coast

2006-12-19T19:34:00.000+08:00

Rights I'm beat...with lactic acid. A great thx to yesterday. But it all worthwhile. Cable ski is a super fun sport. Oh ya point to take note: If you're thinking the water there is fresh water... Well think again! Cause its seriously SALTED sea water. Found dat out on my first splash into the water. Yucks *Coughs Coughs*. For the knee ski ( juz remembered I did not remember the name for the diff types of wakeboarding ) Debbie, my sista and me went two rounds the pool on the first tries dat was to get used to the speed... ha (Girls rules the guys couldn't get pass the first rounds ha!) up next the rest went for the wakeboard. But me and Deb took the double-ski( not enuf boards) not so easy done then seen. Smack straight into the water on the first try. But got better in the subsequent tries. Went 3m; den 7m; tried to stand (fail); manage to stand awhile. Finally made an accomplishment of standing for quite a distance and going pass the orange buoy. Each buoy signifies a corner turn. Yeehaa love the corner turns when it speeds up. Especially so when standing cause it feels like flying. Well almost. Decided to try the wakeboard next but dats even tougher. Somehow I could not get the hang of balancing on it. So far I think only matt and few others got it. It was a 3 hours session. Hm... next time if I get the chance I would practice more on the double ski first. Gotta get through at least one full round. Den try to master the wakeboard. This time was jus to do a try out on the different types of ski. How i wish the session was longer...

It felt like flying...One day if only humans could fly...
*To Dream To Fly*- (I'm glad to say I've accomplished that in my dreams)
* Flying~ The feeling of Freedom...*

Tests Are Over ; The Fun Begins

2006-12-16T10:55:00.000+08:00

Finally haha tests are over!!!!! I can do other stuff di... Time to have fun as usual its the Holidays!!!... Y'day went blading at Tamp there and I learned something new... Yeppie... I guess I've gotten back my blading spirit... thx guys keke. The 5 of us Blade from 730pm ard there to 10pm. There were many kids there as well...we ended up playing Ice and Water...Ha! Din play dat game for like god knows how long di... Dun see those kids small small, they super fast sia! Run here Run there. "Little Pros" haha I salute them. Next up Ice-skating but dunno when... also I still wanna go k-box wif sherry and von!!! muz find one day to go out. Haa... Monday morning is Cable ski... but I looking forward to the class Xmas party in the evening... Organised by Sherry and Von... Yeah we get to celebrate Xmas together at sherry's place.

Tests coming to an end

2006-12-15T17:30:00.000+08:00

Finally the last paper is here... Tml actually.. Can't wait for the holidays to begin. Going Blading in a few minutes time. Should be studying but study too much studying also nothing will get into my head... oversaturated wif information already. Hope I manage to pick up something from today's blading... Tml dunno if have animal advocate. But I hope have den can go see all the doggies there.. Yeppie DOGGIES!!!. And on monday going Cable Skiing at East Coast haha. First time dunno what will happen.Think its gonna be lotsa fun. Can't wait... Its an event organised by the sport club thus it is subsidised but still cost me 30 bucks...

Note to myself: Muz enjoy myself to the max this holiday as well as relaxing
Next term muz work harder; Cannot slack like this term...

Wake me up!!!

2006-12-13T10:42:00.000+08:00

ARH!!!!....Cell Bio totally sucks big time! I knoe I ain't gonna do well for this paper. WTH!!! I din even write a thing for the last Qns. Juz like dat 5 marks down the drain…Wasted!... I guess I panicked during the test and everything juz came out in bits and pieces... couldn't even think straight! Shant speak about it anymore! I'll stop here ain't any point blabbering on ... gonna make sure this do not happen again^^

Right now I have to take into account of the HPI test tml... Gonna have a break now to relax...den will be studying for HPI tml... I hope this do not happen again =D

This term test woke me up ... I'll do better the next time!

Its Means more than Studies

2006-12-06T17:01:00.000+08:00

Time and again the tests are coming.
I have gotta buck up now.
It's more important than ever
Never did I thought it was so

Not until recently
Really it means too much
And it holds more den juz knowledge
It holds a key to something much deeper

I can't afford to fail
No not fail!
I can't afford to get moderate grades
It juz means to much

I have to do well
To show them
To let them know
That there really IS something worthwhile

Something to hold on to
Something to be proud of
That it's not a total hopeless situation
That there is still some spark

Ps: There is still the flicker of a spark,
It's not all nothingness.

"There is so much more; In time you will see"

Never been so pissed off

2006-12-04T00:36:00.000+08:00

So bloody pissed off...I'm glad my tears din come down. Told you how many time not to bother about what others say. Juz leave it! Then again why do you have to pick on every minute thing only to kick up a big fuss about it?! Felt so like giving you one tight slap... To wake you up... To make you see... To Understand. Too bad I can't and I won't! Dat won't be me anymore if i did it. It's only gonna make matter worse! It was better then. Don't go back to the past. Since you have stepped out of it. Den dun go back again. It won't help...

Ps: If you think negative,
Your imagination will only make it worse!

You will come tru...
I'm sure you will.
Disregard the gossips...
Listen only to the truth
Don't dispair.

Basket ball Fiery

2006-12-02T03:19:00.000+08:00

The basketball match has began
Many teams with many tactics
There's agility; stamina; teamwork etc
Monday would be the semi-finals
And nothing better crops up
Cause I'm gonna catch the match
Watching how the game progress
With teammates to support
And their fighting spirit
Way to Go!

ITS DANCING TIME

Lets sweat it out
Groove to the music
And go with the flow
Its jam & hop time
I'll let my spirit out
I'll set my heart free
And move to the beat

" Groove to the beat; But dance with your heart"

If Only the Days Were Longer

2006-12-01T13:01:00.000+08:00

Its been a hetic week...with AS taking up half of my afterschool freetime. Gosh!... Gotta get catch some rest. Been sleeping really late this past few days. 3am, 2am in the wee hours of the morning... And I miss my math lec quize cause I overslept today! Die la!!! Gotta get back on track di... Muz buck up in my studies. Cannot let the other activities affect my grades... I juz can't! Gotta maintain my GPA and term tests are like in 2 week time... If only the days were longer....

=Memories=

2006-11-26T01:44:00.000+08:00

There are many paths to choose from
For each path we take a new door opens
Some are smooth Others are plain rugged.
Each leading to a whole new experience
Some brings beautiful sunrise
Others brings us tears
Many instances are treasured
And many more are forgotten
Yet there are those stubborn stains
No matter how hard you try
Those that can't be removed
That's what memories are
Without them......

But its the one thing i can hold on to...

Only Time Will Show

2006-11-26T01:24:00.000+08:00

So much have passed
So much have changed
Its not the same anymore

Or izzit?...hm...
Only time will tell
And I'll juz leave it be

I've made mistakes before
And I've learned from them
Now I hope I won't ever make them again

" Everything will be better, I know it will, Only it'll happen through time"

Where Dreams Are Made

2006-11-22T14:03:00.000+08:00

In the realm of non-reality
Lies the drifter...
Behind the shadows
Holds a mystery...
It is here that anything is possible
Craved from nothingness
Comes the beginning
From a small spark
A dream was envisioned......

I won't falter Cause I Believe in my own Dreams ^^

The Blading Experience

2006-11-20T00:30:00.000+08:00

Gosh juz came back from East Coast... Had a super fun outing with the sports club people (although not all turned up)... we played soccer and all the people there sumhow or rather got dunked into the sea water. Lucky for me and debbie we were the only ones whom they din managed to dunk . Was grabbing on to the president's bag. They tried to prise open my finger but in the end they gave up haha... Den we went blading been quite awhile since I last blade or was it because the shoes din really match me? I’m not too sure but I know was not exactly on top form today... Kept running off track onto the grass and fell 1 time!!! And a super dramatic fall indeed! I couldn't believe it when Debbie described it to me... she said a spinning top was the prefect example...I practically rolled over 4 times in a row...Geeze!!! I din know a fall can be dat dramatic... But I thank my lucky star. Which was shining upon me cause I only suffer a small abrasion on my right knee. Which is around a 50cent coin. It's a small injury considering how bad the fall was. So I’m still very happy with the whole blading trip yippie =D

Ps: Gotta brush up on my blading skills before they become apart of history.

The world goes by...

2006-11-14T19:29:00.000+08:00

Through the window I see the world go by
It never waits for the stagnant
Either to move on or get left behind
Quietly I drift into the world of my own
The passage of time transverse to a standstill
Image of the real world merely fleeting pass
Slowly all that is left lingering
Are the blurred visions of the passing world
Juz the world quiet and peaceful
None to disturb
And none to be disturbed......

"Worries abide the pass...the Peace has Reign"

Draft

2006-11-13T20:38:00.000+08:00

I realised that for somthings to change it not about waiting but to step forward to it. It least you will noe the answer... Well at times its better den to wait. Waiting is a good thing but to wait too long... Its juz holding on i guess...Im juz glad somthings are getting better. Many things but at least a few are getting better haha
I still will continue to believe......

Somehow everything will turn out all right =D Dats because I believe it will be.

A melody's playing
The dance's is in motion
Such tranquility
With everything aside there are no worries

I'll juz leave everything to the past...

Look Towards The Skies the Eagles are Soaring

2006-11-07T10:07:00.000+08:00

Feel the spirit raising
Rush of the adrenaline
Here's the Rule
So listen up!
My life, My style
There's no more turning back
Watch out the eagle's taking flight!

Ain't gonna stop now

Lectures Lectures Lectures (cds)

2006-11-03T12:42:00.000+08:00

It's been two weeks since the start of school. Got to meet my friends again... Chatter chatter... Okie I'm also a little crazy le.. Been crashing a few other lectures such as Psycho and Jap. I myself taking French and Basic Finance di. Tot B.Fin was gonna be boring... Literally "what kinda course is that?!" was my first reaction. But it not too bad so I'm happy about it =P Now comes the headache... FRENCH!!! I think it's a killer I should have taken Jap its more understandable and the lectures are way better. I'm considering if I should get the Jap handbook as well... the French lectures was going so fast and half the time I was like "What is she talking about???" A clueless me...haiz. Lucky got the audio files... I prefer to self study on my own... But I ain’t gonna let that get to me.

New Motto: I'm gonna master French!
On the side note: I'm gonna master Jap too... Languages haha

"When" is the Title

2006-11-01T00:09:00.000+08:00

What's this?
Its something I can't decipher
If this izzen't my plight
Den why izzit that I'm stuck
Being caught in the middle
Yet trying so hard to break free
I don't want it this way
I'm so tired...
Is it nearing the end
Why does it seem so far away?

Should I juz lay back and spare myself the trouble...Will it work then?

The Path To A Dream

2006-10-23T15:34:00.000+08:00

Dreams that shines are like stars above
So small yet so bright
So near yet so far
You can see it but you can't touch it
The path to it lays hidden
Shrouded by the darkness that spans within
Even so I know its there
Cause I know it's real
There can be a thousand and one ways to reach it
But finally there can only be one
The path that's unique to each of us
One that's to be created
One that'll grow with us
For each and every step we take

We can live without a dream... but where can we go? But to walk on endlessly...

Another B'day Dinner

2006-10-18T00:18:00.000+08:00

Yeppie went out wif my two sistas and dad to celebrate my youngest sista B'day... Went to Soup Kitchen to makan... Yummy the food there very nice... haha. My twin sista and me got her a B'day gift( Not telling what it is though) She was super suprised dat we had gotten it for her. She loved it. haha its was a perfect b'day gift for her. So happy...

Hm... My tagboard seemed to have gone nuts while I was away for the past week. Gotta get it fixed soon. But not now. I have more important stuff to do. Guess dat'll have to wait till school reopens...

True Friends Never Let Go

2006-10-16T23:35:00.000+08:00

True friend tries to make u smile
Tries to replace that frown
They may not always succeed
But they don't want to let u down

They listen to your fears
Promise not to laugh
They don't mean to
But can't really help themselves

True friend never walks away
True friend looks out for u
True friend will always stay
They'll support you all the way

The moon's at its zenith
I'm staring into the night's darkest sky
I take a glance at the stars above
There I see a friend

A smile I could not hide
It lights up my face
The chatters, the jokes
The smiles and laughter I'll never forget

"Cause I believe this friendship will pass the test of time"
"A friend I hold close to my heart… The one friend I don't wish to lose"

Events Up Next!

2006-10-06T00:10:00.000+08:00

They are having this "Audible Hearts" project which is like so cool. You get to be a volunteer councilor. Only problem is Its ONLINE with a commitment of twice a week. I don't mind the commitment but it's so difficult to get on the net!!!! Also I juz found out that there is horse riding lesson at 400 bucks for 10 lesson!!! Dats for level 1. Den there is level 2 where you really get to ride the horse. I SO want to take dat up. But its kinda X. considering that I'll have to pay fer it myself...Haiz.. What Should I do??? Gotta consider carefully 400 bucks is not a small sum of money!!!

!!!Work Work!!!

The past 2 to 3 weeks are jam packed with work. One at Sakae Sushi and the other at Pasta Mania. Been coming home really late almost past midnight. Parents ain't too happy about it. Hey but wat do you expect Its F&B working hours. But I did promise them dat I'd be working late till the end of the holidays only. So after dat no more jobs with late night timings. Dats for the other semester break di. Dun want them worring and getting angry at me for work anymore haha.

Finally B'day Dinner

Also juz went out with My dad for dinner a few days back. It was at Sentosa "??? Hotel". Actually it was suppose to my B'day dinner... Haha kinda late huh... But its okie. Cause I've been real busy and he has been too. And finally we found a night where we both are free. Haha Thx Dad!

Fully packed

2006-09-27T16:12:00.000+08:00

Jobs to juggle
Events to handle
Time's fully pack
There's hardly time to slack
Finding time to relax
Yet it's something I won't regret
Doing things and making my day
It's better than rotting the day away...

One worry down

2006-09-19T22:50:00.000+08:00

Haha I can't believe that I actually made it into subcom. Yeppie! Dun have to worry about wasting another semester without a CCA! Hm... still pondering if I should consider taking up adventure club. For the adeventure!!! Afterall dat's where most of the fun and challenge comes from. Is dat a good enough reason to take it as a second CCA? Maybe time will tell... so lets juz see how things goes from here.......

Silence can be a blessing

2006-09-18T13:54:00.000+08:00

The silence is still here...
There are two types
One which was present then and now
And the other which just came by not long ago
So now there are two.
It's much quieter now. Not in the cold kind of silence
It's kinda like a blissful kind of silence.
Things are getting better around here...
Maybe things are starting to pick up too =D
He's said so himself though I'm sure he still has his doubts.
It's not a once clear all clear situation.
But at least it's a start...
I'm just glad something's changed...
She seems to have taken my advice to turn away from the cliff's edge.
It's doesn't seem as futile as it was in past...

Its been a long wait..I'm just gald I had not given up then.
A quote i picked up:" In the end everything turned out alright."

Loving The Outdoors

2006-09-16T02:11:00.000+08:00

It's been a while since I last use the com. Was extremely busy the past few days. Had AS leadership training camp, was with the SPCA and havocking with my friends (schoolmates, close mates, AS ltc mates etc etc) The AS leadership training camp was way super interesting. Its different from the other camps cause we had to plan and organize stuff... Most of the time we spent cleaning people's home. As for the home I cleaned, their living conditions were terrible but not unimaginable. It was hard work and tiring too. I also practically fell asleep just standing there... but dats because I was awake most of the time during the camp... My fault... It is however a really eye-opening experience. One dat I discovered alot. One of the events that spiced the camping experience was the night walk through Old Changi Hospital... The place was super dark. No it was more of the interior of the building dat was pitch-black cause it was a full moon outside... Gives you dat creepy feeling but Im juz glad we went in groups of three... three quarter the time I was just clinging on to her especially when I kanna spooked. How stupid can dat be? Lucky she's there (thank you bucket loads) and my other partner too. Also it happened that my b'day fell right smack in the middle of the camp. (If Im not wrong, there were 2 others whose b'day was the exact same date as mine). At 0000hr the girl's bunk was filled with the chorus of the b'day song. Even some of the guys came over to join in the fun. Haha... cool. Was also surprised to receive presents from two people. It's small yet dazzling in its own way. My sista testify to dat too. Overall, I dare say this is one camp dat taught me alot of things. Things dat I never knew. Things dat reinforces...Things dat... Basically, its one camp dat I am glad I din miss.

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Totally Suprised

2006-09-07T14:27:00.000+08:00

Haha von and sherry totally took me by surprise yesterday. They came all the way to my place to escort me to east coast. Apparently, my sista pa ka wif them so I din even knoe a thing... They made a blueberry cheese cake aka "pie" for me too!!! So sweet of them... Thx gals it was delicious Yummy! I seriously kanna bluff by them. Really tot dat it was for von's godma.. Din noe the rest waiting at east coast tot onli 3 of us. Waa! Can't stand it le... They act until so pro. I practically got tricked all the way until we reach East coast.Gee. Den we went over to Mac to cut cake... I made a wish...I hope it comes true...But I'm not gonna state it out here. It's a secret known only by me, myself and I =D Yeah! Also, gotten another final present. Thx ppl. Smiles ^^ After which we had a cake fight... How dare they use my bag to threaten me!!! Lucky I din kanna until so bad hehe. Went to wash up lucky I din change into new clothes. Cause I was thrown into the sea after dat... good! They two very good... Haha now I'm not only creamy but sweet and salty all at the same time. Den five of us went blading... Yeah so fun! Actually 4 took the blades and 1 took the cycle. Saw a super cute Meow Meow along the way. And poor von fell a total of 7 times. Record sia. Kept helping her up and we always burst into fits of laughter. Den we went to play by the sands... Gee actually they wanted to bury me di. But in the end the gals won...yep! So we all made a sculpture which was actually quite impressive haha. Too bad the moon's risen and the tides are coming in. so we headed of to Makan...Tummy's rumbling...

"Thx to those those who made yesterday possible (n_n)y Enjoyed myself to the max"

Finally I reach home. Thanks Sherry and Von for the presents. Love them loads...Muacks...

" I'll remember the rules...Cause the wordings are really meaningful and lovely"
*I'll believe in the stars Von.. Cause I believe I'll be one of them*
" Sherry your words rings true... Cause I believe It will grow stronger with each passing day"

"Bless to all"

Holidays are finally here

2006-09-04T18:27:00.000+08:00

Yup it's the holiday. Im gald we can all finally relax and have fun. No more worries about our studies. Well not for the coming 8 weeks anyway. Its time to have fun and havoc. Time to bring out the laughter and joys... Already im enjoying myself. Going out wif my close friends, jc friends, poly friends etc... Its gona be a wild ride =D

"Also gotta find a job soon. Hope I can find a suitable one soon"

Difficulties: A Second Light

2006-08-30T18:51:00.000+08:00

Difficulties no matter how trivial
No matter how much you feel like ignoring
We can't run from them
They are here to stay

Difficulties is a problem
Understanding them is mundane
Coming to terms with them is waking up
While solving is about determination

Without them life would be much better
Stable and peaceful life goes on
Nothing seems to matter
Time seems to be on a standstill

With them things becomes hectic
Yet it helps liven things up
Sparks the thrill of excitement
So long as it doesn't get out of hand

Both situations are alluring in their own ways
But too much of either side tips the balance
Its nice to step up for a challenge
And all the more to sit back and enjoy

We grow with the difficulties we face
Either we fall and stand from it
Or we rise and still learn from it
Overall, what that does not kills us
Only makes us a stronger person

Exam's Nightmare

2006-08-22T19:25:00.000+08:00

3 more days and exams gonna start. Haven finished my revision but here I am. Having some time out. Mug whole day really tires out the brain juices. Blossom dun say you will fail when you haven even sat for the paper! Also blossom is sick again. Get well soon alrights dun study too late ya. Must sleep early. So very near exams di. Im sure you will do well de. Take care alrights and to everyone else too. It seem the flu is spreading through the class. People falling ill one by one. Coughs and sneezes... haiz.. Rest well guys. Dun give up the fight. All the best for the upcoming exams!!!

" Up comes the rising tide, its time to ride the waves"

Always There * Smiles*

2006-08-20T10:16:00.000+08:00

The road of life is long
The road of life is steep
The road of life is narrow
The road of life is windy
The road of life is not straight
But, don't let this trouble discourage you
Never give up
Never stop trying
Never stop giving your best
For you will never be alone
In times of weakness
Just let me know
Even if i can't help youI will be there to listen
And pray for you
Because you are a friend
I never ever want to give up
I never ever want to lose
We are forever best friend
Till the end
Never part
No matter distance
No matter space
No matter time
== best friend for life ==

By: Autumn's Lapse [ Its Snowing Maple Leaves ]
*Initials capitalized* (14th august o6)

Wow! I see your poetry skills have improved alot way to go. Yeah Thanks for the poem its really encouraging. Yeah! I'd be putting more up so you can check it out too. (Read: initials capitalized... you noe what it means? haha go figure it out. Dun worry ya l'd be fine. Especially having friends like you. I'm really Blessed (n_n)y

Two Decisions Torn

2006-08-19T14:28:00.000+08:00

Woa! Hold it...suddenly there are just too many things running on last night:

Its something I learnt from the past
Its something I believe in now!
Spared from all the hurts and the troubles.
One is enough but Two decisions I have to make
Yet two in one night is really going too far.

No time to think not time to process it all
Just when I was getting over the first one
The other had to come
Dun want to make such decisions again.
Dont want it finding me again.

My eyes are not yet fully open...
It better to keep it half closed
Eyes are windows to the soul
Sometimes its best not to look
Not now maybe later
It not the right time.

(Ps: Don't wanna fall into it. Don't want anymore people feeling hurt either)

Through with the Sickness

2006-08-16T15:19:00.000+08:00

Yeah Im finally okie de. NO more sickness! Good keep all the viruses away.... After two days of sleeping my time away, Im rejuvenated. I can finally study in peace di no more annoying headaches. At least it shows dat Im human. Gotta catch up, buck up and get back on track... its time to rear up for the final lap.

(Let's reach for the stars)

Alrights I finally got the blog timing right. Was in the America timeline for the past postings keke.

In midst the whirlwind

2006-08-14T17:28:00.000+08:00

"That's why I say you don't see!"Countless times I've tried to tell you to open your eyes. To really see. How do you expect us to give you what you want? Even when we do, your eyes are never open to see them. Stop it! Don't scream. Don't Shout. Don't nag. Don't Brag. It doesn't help. By now you should know it doesn't work dat way. When will you just sit down and listen? Every time I try to make a point, you just take it jumble it and throw it back. What's the point of saying so much when you just take it and sweep it all out? When will you ever learn to listen?

Ps: Maybe if you learn to really listen for once
Maybe then will you finally see the problem
People make mistakes
That's what makes us human
What's with you being all so "I've not done anything wrong"
Yet you are always asking for the cause of the problems
Searching, Searching, Searching for the solutions
If you don't even want to face up to it
How do you expect to find the answers?

The other's too hard-headed. When will you let it go? When will you let it pass? It's not too late to turn around. Stop it! Don't step any further the cliff's just beyond. Please just turn around. How long more do you want to drag this on?

Ps: What's this silence?
Why's the ice here?
When will it melt?
Only then will the harmony return
Stop it! Don't let it continue
Cause it will only make matter worse
Causing this _____ to be forever broken
Find it, Answer it, Face it
Dat way life wouldn't be so tuff

( When will they come together when will the conflict stop)

Dat day is finally here!

2006-08-14T17:21:00.000+08:00

Great! Just great! After god knows how many years, Im finally......SICK! Must have ate something wrong or ??? Met the rest of my other mates in school at around 9:45am. Was fine at first. Until I started feeling as though I was having a headache. Suppose to be studying in school today. But half the time I was practically dozing off Zzzzz...And exams are like just round the corner! Puke a few miserable times that I decided to skip lunch. Whats the point of eating if everything just comes out again. Got a can of drinks instead... After awhile I started throwing up again. Point proven... It's still manageable but I must say its the sickest I've been so far. Lucky tml no school. Pray im better by then. Im still in school now. Just waiting for the time to pass. Waiting for Sports club AGM to start My sista went home di... Miraculously she was also sick. Izzit a twin thingy? Did call her 5min after I puke and realized she did too a while ago. Hm...How queer…

To A DIstant Friend

2006-08-12T01:50:00.000+08:00

To special friend so far
To a friend who's dear
Through the span of distance
Including the difference in time
You are always here
One Im grateful to have found
One i know will always be around
Through the troubles
Through the smiles
A true friend indeed
Unspoken, Untold
But written in my Heart
With letters of Gold
I will always treasure our friendship
Without counting the miles between us
The days we've been apart
Or the differences that we share
The test of friendship
Dosen't come when you are together
It comes when you are apart
And you realise that despite the distance
The bond is still there
( Nothing beats a friendship forged in a foreign land)

Blessed. Hpoe you get to read this soon:
1) Special Lotus [ From the murky water Blooms the most Beautiful Flower ]
( The puppy's there, let it snuggle you tight)
( Let the Music box's melody, lulls you into blisssful night)

2) Autumn's Lapse [ Its snowing Maple Leaves]
(The two maple leaves are atill here)
(The rainbow glitters bright from the Suncatcher)

Reflection

2006-08-10T15:19:00.000+08:00

After all this I'm finally back. Slowing I am recovering again. It takes some time. At least I know im on the way. Back to the usual me. Im so glad to be back. I have decided and I so never want to return to that phase. Leaving that to the past that's where it shall remain. Its time i make my stand. I have to. Can't let it affect my exams. Yup. The semester exams are nearing. In about two weeks time. I have to buck up. Must study!!! Cannot ever repeat what I did in 'A' levels. The grades were terrible. And its not gonna happen again. No way! Not anymore...Lucky my classmates are there. We are studying together gather. Yeah... so happy to have them around.

What's become of me?

2006-08-08T14:43:00.000+08:00

Somehow i din't expect things to turn out this way. Its juz not the same anymore. Really wish I could turn back time. Back to when we were good friends. Can it happen? Can it really be just like before? Things changes they juz do and all you can do is to rise above it or get washed away by it. If you believe in that lingering hope somehow it will come to pass rite? I guess I already know. And really I have already gotten over it. I just hope its not too late. Though there is something that I still cant understand. Since I have gotten over it, why do I still feel that I am loosing control?' I am fraid so afraid. What has happened to me? Thinking back dat I actually cried after PIPC lab practical. Since when do I cry! This is so irritating. I promised never to cry and I actually broke that promise. I feel as if Im faltering again. Not this feelings again. Just go away... Needed some place to get this thoughts out. To store them somewhere. Anywhere else as long as its out of my head. I really need someone to hold on to. Because of this I am really glad that BLOSSOM and BUTTERCUP are around. Thanks gals. You may not know it but you all really helped me pull through. Glad the worst is over. Well I hope its over. Den I can return back to the person I once knew I was.

Luckily something did happened that caused me to be overjoyed. Was saving up to get a keyboard. Just a basic one which cost around 400 bucks . My mum said that my sistaand I was to fork out 100 bucks each and she would pay for the rest. We went to Thomson Plaza and PS to look at keyboard and we finally found it there on the display. Simple but good enuf. I was however extremely suprised when my mum said that she would get it for our b'day present! Wow it is the greatest present I have received. Thanks mum I am really overjoyed. Love ya muacks. Know you love piano. So I'll try my best to learn up the piano skill okie. Den I will play it to you later on when I am more pro.

Ps: Let the peace return...
Stop this faltering...
No more broken promises...

The First Post

2006-08-05T18:55:00.000+08:00

Finally the first Post:

*~ New Beginning ~*
A new beginning.
A new story to write.
Time to flip the pages
It's a new chapter now.

Time to change the ink
Now all I have to do is type.
I am the author
The story's mine to tell.

Even if the beginning's same
It's never quite the same.
Things can repeat
Luckily the ending's mine to recreate.

Can't wait for things to unfold
That's how the story goes.

Beneath The Depths

Blows..Away.. All...The ...Dust.

A New Sememster Starts, A New Aspiration Begins...

Today's a Special Day

Never Giving Up

GABRYLO!!! See wat you made me do!!! LOL...

More stuff to add on... Smile people

Aus Besties Always =)

Voices Whispers a Song

Caught my eye

Over are the test. Let the holiday Begin =)

Stuff to ponder about

Happy Mother's Day

At The Begining

Updates Updates Updates

Week O

Preparations

OLTC

D&D

Imagine The Impossible

Somethings...

It Is Now.

Lunch Out!!!

Baking cake trail 1 ( 12th Feb)

Chalet chalet chalet

Random thoughts...

Finally!!!

Companions of the Night

Twins switch???

Australia Besties

Valentines' Day

Finally Sabasketeers Meeting

A day at sherry's place

A Memo of the Past: This is for you * Meows*

When I Look Back

After We Forget

You gave me a real shock

As A Picture Grows

When I Look Back

TP Open House

A walk to Remember

Every Little Bit Counts

*Smiled* cause I noe I can do it

My Favourite Song

Results are back

New Beginnings

Ice Skating Ring

Merry Christmas

Changes Through The Rain

Idling My Time Away

Advanced X'mas Party

Cable ski at East Coast

Tests Are Over ; The Fun Begins

Tests coming to an end

Wake me up!!!

Its Means more than Studies

Never been so pissed off

Basket ball Fiery

If Only the Days Were Longer

=Memories=

Only Time Will Show

Where Dreams Are Made

The Blading Experience

The world goes by...

Draft

Look Towards The Skies the Eagles are Soaring

Lectures Lectures Lectures (cds)

"When" is the Title

The Path To A Dream

Another B'day Dinner

True Friends Never Let Go

Events Up Next!

Fully packed

One worry down

Silence can be a blessing

Loving The Outdoors

Totally Suprised

Holidays are finally here

Difficulties: A Second Light

Exam's Nightmare

Smiled cause I noe I can do it